Okay I know I haven't been updating much...if I ever update, it's about frivolous stuff. But I'm just so annoyed with myself, the holidays have almost ended, and I'm nowhere near HALF of what I'm meant to study. Seesh.

But to recap my holidays in brief,

First week was Choir concert, CF camp

Second week was Church camp, Class party, CIP

Third week was my "I Need To Start Studying" week, which was rather productive, seeing as I went to school almost every day, and I got my most expensive gift in my entire life...thanks mom :)

And then on Saturday I went to meet Gis and As and I went on a major buying spree, I bought my sissy's 21st present, As's 21st present, my mom's birthday present, and my dad's Father's Day present. Not to mention, I went to watch Ghost of Girlfriends Past which was quite a funny movie, so naturally, I ended up very broke when I got home. :(

The last week of holdiays was an epic failure at studying. I kept saying I would start on econs, but surprise surprise, I have yet to go further than "The PCC measures the cost of one good, in terms of another good". Right. Like that's gonna help me score my "A" for Econs.

I finally did ALL my chinese lms recordings, gosh what a torture. My oral is so bad, I don't even dare to play back what I've recorded. I wonder how my teacher is going to survive, seeing that I uploaded every thing at one shot. I'm sitll short of a "du hou gan", and I am like, the LAST to post everything. Not to mention others have already posted "diary entries" onto lms. Bye bye A1, hello doom.

Oh yeah, and the whole week, my sissy's friend from Norway came to stayover for one week. It was fun playing word twist...and my parents kept wanting him to try cool food, so guess what? I HAD COOL FOOD TOO. :)

If I don't update after my terms, it means that

1) I've either given up blogging, or

2) my mom has murdered me for my disastrous term results.

Bye everyone, take care! :)

This is not happening.
I'm shaking so much.

I pray this is true.

That this isn't the end of the start.

Please, just one more chance.

No way, No way.

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Anyway. Today I had tuition with SEEYUE in the morning, then lunch and dinner with Gis and her friend. We studied for so long! And I did more work that Kaiyang, whom I bumped into hahaha. He did 5 math questions, I did, a bit more than that. Heh. Today was a nice day. Nice weather. And I pray that what's gonna happen next isn't going to spoil my day. God help me, for real.

So my week has been spent studying, studying, studying and studying. At least I'm finally getting some work done, thank God.

Monday was (failed) OG studying...only Brenda came! We were with KaiYang for a while, and we were talking nonsese, playing Text Twist Turbo (TTT). Sherlyn came after that, with Brenda's chicken rice, and my SOYA BEAN. Okay mental note to self: I owe Sherlyn 60 cents. Tuition after that with Seeyue.

Tuesday was about the same, went to school to study. With Sophie :)

Wednesday, went to school for harp, and went home to collect my harp :) I haven't thought of a name for it yet though...it's temporary name is 'Bob'. Then it was a mad rush to Bishan MRT, where I met Jan first, and John and Jotham were late! Yeah my name was the odd one out...starting with 'P' sigh.

We played cool games, and it was just fun laughing and talking nonsense. Like Unagi and Tempura, and of course, we all made new friends! Oh oh oh, we played "Hi Harry"! Joyce was 5 dots, Jeremy was 3 dots, Seth was 1 dot, and Bryan was 2 dots.

Jon Tan came after wards, omg we just went crazy after that, shouting at the top of our lungs, Max and Jon taking turns to bow to each other (seriously...I think both of them have mental problem hahaha). I am a dog...apparently. But that's not true.

Today tuitioned the whole day, I feel seriously studpid. And screwed, for terms. Sigh.

Okay nothing more to say. Facebook is more fun than blogger. It's just more...interactive. Hahah Bye!

Day One

I arrived while my teammates were playing games. My group is too cool: Jotham, John, Jackson, Yimin, Candice, Noelle, Stephanie :D :D All the girls were ex-mg girls, how pwn is that :)

During the games, we competed with Jan's group...and lost ALL the games lol. Homan fooseball...I suck at goal keeping haha, Jeremy and Samson kept kicking the ball at me ah...AND JOHN'S (own) BALLS ALMOST GOT HIT BY JAN WAHAHAHA. Pwn moment. A few of us lazed in our rooms, then we had a passover dinner, complete with the lamb and naan.

At night, Pastor Joel preached, and then we had night games, which were crazy. Jotham got take naway halfway, which was good for him because I don't think his poor leg would be able to take what was to come. We did 20 star jumps, 40 half squats, 40 push ups, planks...and blah blah blah. CAN DIE. Literally. We almost couldn't walk after that, and for the first time in my life, walking up the stairs was eaiser than walking down because your legs would just give way with every step you take down the flight. Planks were even more difficult because we were literally drenched in sweat, the walkway to the canteen floor is so slippery and let's just face it, I'm not strong. Hah. But my group was really really nice, we kept encouraging each other, so we all came out very much stronger.

It was rather eerie after the spider web station; Jackson John Noelle and me doing things alone =( but after games were impromtu worship and altar call, and then we finally got to shower and wash our hair. Seeyue Amy and I went to the third floor toilets and showered with a hose passed from cubicle from cubicle hahaha.

Some of us got taken away during mass games because they either bonded the team together or made mistakes. Jeremy's own deduction was the best

HAHAHAHA.

Day Two

Breakfast was really really awesome. So awesome that I ate 4 slices of bread. No kidding. And milo. Hah and then I got too full I couldn't finish my lunch oh wellz. Pastor Joel preached again before lunch and we had some other gams before lunch, and after lunch were WET GAMES!!!!

There was this balloon popping game, Seeyue Amy and I kept screaming as our form of deterrence ahaha.

Water bomb games against Jan, Eeedric and Seeyue's group. My group allied with mama Jan's group, but that was a total phail because I saw Jon obviously throwing a water bomb at Candice heh. Jackson and John were the power people of our group, they hardly got wet!

WHOOO!!!

At night we had extended worship, and sharing with Steph and Candie. After worship I got a real nice card from Candice and a huge hug from Steph =)

We didn't really have a nights out, so Jan and I went to pig out at the supper table. And by pig out, we mean pig out. Seeyue and I stole Jeremy's instant noodles, Jan and I ate for one and a half hours. I ate something like, 3 packets of grape biscuits, naan, Milo pops and all sorts of edible things on the table. Nutella...peanut butter... In the end Joyce Seeyue and I crashed at 2am.

Day Three

I was quite full from all the supper, so I only ate 4 packets of graphe biscuts. Then we had a time of thanksgiving and sharing...it felt really nice hearing every one's testimonies. Matthias' testimony really speaked to med heh. Then we went for area cleaning, and I met my broom friend, which I met at Restless VI too haha!

After CF camp, Jan + Jotham + Jasmine (group 6,7,8) went for post-cf celebrations!! :D Our groups merged because so many people left. LIke John, who claims I said "BYE JOHN! more than 5 times. Jan's group was the best. She was the only girl left with all her sons, and the female population was outnumbered by the boys 3:1. :(

We are the worst customers ever. We went into Cold Rock, tried out most of their flavours, felt it was too expensive, and went to Haagan Das. But it was still too expensive so after joining all the tables together to fit all 12 of us, we picked our bags and left. In the end we sat at the hawker centre, and a few of us went to Cold Storage to share one tub of ice cream. We bought Mango Sorbet to mock Samson for his Cold Rock buy hahaha. Plus, we all had our own utensils. Going green ftw!

We teased Jotham to the core during "I Never", but we all agreed to secrecy so I can't post up the things we said. Jotham if you see this, hurry up get facebook! We played the finger game, and I got killed three times by Max the self-professed "n00b", and I choked on Matthias' water. I poured water up my face (by accident, mind you), and everyone started laughing, (Jon Tan and his "see I told you her brain got problem..can't even drink water properly...) so I started laughing and when you have water in your mouth up your nose...you know what happens. So I choked and started coughing really badly it wasn't funny anymore. Max started taking out lots of tissue from his tissue box (hahaha) and after my whole near-death ordeal was over, they started laughing at me again. Nice.

Went back to school with Jeremy and we chilled with Andrea, Paul, Gideon and Ian Yang. But I was so tired I just died while Andrea was talking. Like, I literally, just died. ):

Restless after that with Ding and Kwok. Our dinner was so phail heh. And we all went home, happy little people :)

I'm back from CF camp AND church camp, and both were absolutely crazy crazy fun. And I do wanna blog about it, but there's no more time...but I will once I get the time!! Haha. Need to sleep early tonight, long day tomorrow; tuition, then class party! :)

Yeah this is a "just to let you know I'm not dead" post...actual one coming up soon!

Jan and Jothan's group!! We combined because so little of us were left heh heh. Heart x1000.

Photo from Jan!

People missing: Yk,Lianne..anymore??

Today is a happy day!

Firstly, math was slack. Yvonne and I were trying to understand differentiation, and I managed to complete my tutorial!!! :D :D

Secondly, PE was COOL. I finally got my full marks, and even improved on a few stations, and I didn't de-prove. Whoots whoots!!

Thirdly, I didn't fall asleep during chem lecture, and I was even MILDLY enlightened!

Fourthly, lunch break was super long :)

Fifthly, I didn't fall asleep during bio today.

After school Daphie, Jin, Mel, Sophie, Zhewen and I went to Simply Bread to chill before tuition, and wow it was so fun just talking nonsense hahah. Bread DOES make people high okayyy :) :)

And at tuition, I met my new friend whom I met yesterday at the photocopy room! Such a huge coincidence, really. And uh tuition was quite slack too. Ms Tan said I was too high, and that I kept talking too much nonsense.

THIS IS REALLY BAD. THE HOLIDAYS ARE NOT EVEN HERE YET AND I'M ALREADY THINKING ABOUT SLACKING. But really, I'm just so jaded about everything, I need time away from school. To just slow down. And sort out all my thoughts.

AND PLUS, YOUR EX LOVER IS DEAD IS TOTALLY MY SONG OF THE WEEK. Ten upon ten. I love the sound of the horn, cello, keyboard, drums, guitar, bass and vocals put together. And plus...other reasons.

There's one thing I have to say so I'll be brave

You were what I wanted, I gave what I gave

I'm not sorry I met you

I'm not sorry it's over

I'm not sorry there's nothing to save

I'm not sorry there's nothing to save


So beautifully haunting. I love it, seriously.

I haven't been so cheerful in a long while hehe :)

Friday morning was super duper funny I met Cheryl in the morning and then while walking up to the hall I accidentally stepped on a copy of Echo that was on the floor, so I slipped. And because Cheryl saw my slipping she started screaming and because of that, everyone around turned to look at our little "scene" of me pausing/slipping halfway and her standing in shock. Funny. And then while walking up and I tripped over a stair...

And then in the hall, I was talking to Nat and she pulled me and I didn't expect it so I stumbled, and I said "omg today's not my day haha" and Joey said "Woah Nat why like that!" and Nat was argueing and saying it was me that was careless and not her fault and then....

...NAT TRIPPED OVER SOMEONE'S SCHOOL BAG HAHAHAHA. So much for me being the careless one! :D

Yeap. So we fell, and we pretended like nothing happened. And although this year we lost rugby, we will pick ourselves up and win next year!!! And this time, EVERYONE MUST CHEER.

Today was a failed attempt at studying in church. All I did was...NOTHING. Fantastsic.

This week is the last week of school I can't wait!!!!

Today was AC vs RIJC rugby finals. Although we lost, it was a crazy cool experience, and I have never felt so much school pride before. AC ALL THE WAY! We cheered until our voices were hoarse, squinted in the sun until our eyes became almost non existent, talked until we had no more voice, and had until we couldn't ask for anything more in the world.

And plus it was a grrrrreat way to see non-AC friends! I bumped into like, Zhang Hui, Esther, Cheryl Lam, Astrid, Jermaine, STEPHANIE WHOOOOO (all from RIJC), and DEEEEEEE from HC!!! Dee was so funny aha aha aha. Then it was a mini mini 4e reunion and talking about old times, taking photos...and I can't believe Yuxi never knew how to do our 4E hand sign!! Wownezz.

Anyways after that was OG outing, something we never had since Good Friday wahaha it was so fun being with ABBAS again. And this time, TIM came along! Congrats Tim! I know you're reading this, and I hope you had a grreat time eating your dinner-meant-for-four dinner with Ernest Bob Chuang. As usual, we couldn't decide where to eat (until like, one hour later how pro are we), and we ended up at Velocity but still couldn't decide where to eat so we walked all the way to United Square and finaly decided on Pizza Hut because it was relatively cheap.

And it was during there that I realised the OCD I have with body/skincare products. 

In my bag I have:

- Hand Moisturiser (for when I have dry hands)

- Hand Sanitizer (for when I cannot wash my hands)

- Face Wash (for when I feel sleepy/feel when my face is oily/stick/dirty

- Wet Tissue (when my arms/legs feel sticky after pe and stuff)

- Tiger Balm/Mopiko (for when I get bites from the NL or the night before)

- Deoderant (for when I feel not so nice-smelling after pe)

Wow wow wow hahahaha. 

And now, I want to sleep. Pictures soon I hope!

Okay wanna know what's up with my life? School, school, and more school.

Just recap hmm let's see. Okay Thursday we (the usual)  all went for Kronos, and it was then Ernest's secrets were all revealed.

"Ernest you don't even swim during swimming! All you ever do is 'train' in the training pool" Wahahahaha too cool can't take it anymore man.

Okay during the concert we were all just shouting "Eddie WU! (Whoo)" or "Naddie!" And just laughing at the two lovebirds haha. During interval we were making a lot of noise, playing with Sophie's one-dollar hairspray. We sprayed Yk like crazy and Jin too and it was spraying madness I took out my deoderant to counter the smelly hairspray, and I got tricked and my hair ended up glittery too sighz. 

Long walk home and I just did my Zuowen and CRASHED. 

Friday was cheering for netball (we won 61-48), cabbed back for Cf, had one of the most amazing meetings with God in my ENTIRE life. I'm serious. For one of the rare times, I felt like I really met God this time. I could feel Him all around me. And you know how they always talk about "laying down everything at the foot of the cross", and I never could really do that. But this time, I really could. I could literally feel my burdens being taken away, every thing surrendered to Christ. Best of all, I prayed to  God for help. I said "Okay God, I give up. I can't do this on my own anymore, please send someone to help me." And within ten seconds (no exaggerration here), someone came up to me, and prayed for me, with me. It was so amazing. Being in God's presence and laying down everything, it really was as if nothing mattered anymore. Everything just seems so dull and unimportant compared to being with God. It was, amazing beyond amazing.

Saturday

Math tuition, then Glissando. Bonding with the harp people beacuse we had nothing to do, playing silly games and eating together, and crashing at home I was just too tired heh heh.

Sunday

Study in church, try to do EPQs and tutorials with kartoyo and IZ liu, and then family dinner at night and OMG MY WHOLE PHONE INBOX GOT DELETED I am epic sad. Died trying to stay awake then I died.

Monday

Woke up early to shower if not I would fall asleep in school. Last minute studying for math. But still. I think I will phail oh gosh. Stayed back in school to study with Sophie and Mel and Yk were there also. Jin and Zhewen appeared and disappeared. Sabrina was there for a while. ("Thanks for inviting me. Thanks. Too cool already I can't take it") Hahaha omg funny. Then dinner with Sophie and Yk.

We ate $1.80 chicken rice and walked around one whole round so I could find my tuition haha and er tuition the whole night. Came home and crashed.

Tuesday

Was supposed to sleep until 7am and start studying Chem, but then I fell asleep until 7.20 I didn't have time to study. Then Cheryl came, then I had follow up, then we were doing idk what but anyway we were late for assembly and got locked out of the hall haha. Not just Cheryl Abby and I, but Yauwan and all also got locked out it was kinda funny hahahaha. 

And...HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAPHNE!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAPHNE! :D